Willy WInarko II - Im New Here Download at
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See a lot of these rappers worte rhymes as if they we're trying to depict, what it would be like, if they we're not living anymore. it is a way to tell their strories, from the otherside, and maybe to be remembered forever, even after their death. Biggie smalls was a favorite of mine, with ready to die. how this man wrote the album, was as if he was writting it from the otherside. as if he was already dead, re-reading his whole life in an album.
This song I wrote was also inspired by those who came before, back in 2010, way before my coma, after I started to rap and record tracks, I decided I wanted to make a new mixtape, something I would love to share with the world of my stories, and how abstract and complex my thoughts and emotions we're at the time.
This track was how I woiuld feel, in a world that continues to evolve, while Im stuck in a bubble that is my thoughts. it is a diary of spoken emotions that I felt and events that has happened in my life, as if I was looking at everything around me, through my deathbed in retrospect. At the time, there was a question in my mind, what if I was dead ? who would show up to my funeral ? it was just a thought that kinda sparked this piece.
you know what, 2 years later, it actually made sense. when my life was kinda hanging in the balance inside a really long sleep, its really funny how some say it was destined for me to write it, for those that were outside, trying to wake me up. this was my letter, for my mom, and everybody that I love. them, and if it is my time, then let me be.
"we've been friends long enough you should know what to do " -jill scott heron
This song was made because I felt how this life sometimes feels like it moves so fast, way past what you imagined it to be. The reality of those you love, your friends, peers, everybody were moving forward, but I felt I was stuck in the same position, same old room, same old kid.
I guess the picture that I was trying to paint was, If you we're there in your deathbed, looking at your friends, and loved ones moving forward with their lives, how would you feel ? you'll be proud how they lived life, but sometimes, don't you have some things you wished you would have done ?
Spend time with your family, your girlfriend ? your best friends ? graduate college ? make your mom proud ? have kids ? grandkids ? what have you not done yet ?
thats why the only thing for me to do in the situation, is to escape to my own reality, my neverland that's far from the harsh reality that is this world, and live inside, My Cloud :)
My Cloud
Willy Winarko
from the mixtape Willy WInarko II - Im new here
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hook : (and when the morning comes, there's been no rest for you
no rest as the baby gonna keep crying all night
(we've been friend for long enough you should know what to do)
I hope you're gonna have a good life
when life moves faster then you does
and changed up everything that you loved
how this life moves fast
lightspeed watching all the brightbeams past
yeah, it all seems like its yesterday
them high school girls took my breath away
fast life with the clutch on the motorbike
funny how we became adults overnight
see, I had this girl who I longed for
but then she got a baby with another guy
yeah she would be a good mother
but this is where we say goodbye
funny how this life gets shorter and shorter
while you still a kid and your friends get older
while you're still gettin cught up
in neverland, never gettin out,m yes Im sure of it
this aint a game or a cartoon
city lights, chandeliers in the ballrom
I kinda hte this reality
so im, forever dreamed here eternally
(join me if you can come)
hook
if you were in yourdeathbed, and yall cant talk
monitors a flat line, and lights went dark
5 minutes till your lightstream parts
what would you wish, you'd have done before
lifes tough and its done leave marks
words feel like another sharp steel dart
so many things that I witnessed
yeah Im so glad Im out of this hell hole
then flashes of you son done sent you to tears
flash of your grandchild that you never seen
flashes of your boy thats really gonna miss you
all of the things that he's never done with you
or how we don't really talk much
or how you'll never get to see him graduate
but now its all lights out
with tears running down my face
yeah ma why you gotta really worry for
your son is all grown now
yeah he knows where he gotta go
so I will never slow down !
(join me if you can come)
Hook
Willy WInarko Mixtape Download Im new Here
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